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生日,一年一次,无法抗拒。小时候很喜欢过生日,因为这一天,家人会做很多好吃的,还有生日蛋糕,还可以吹蜡烛,我会觉得那一天我是这个世界上最幸福的人,是骄傲的公主,是爸妈的宝贝女儿。那个时候,我会对自己说:“又长大一岁喽!我要快快长大!。”很多年都是这样,一家人围坐在一起,吃着蛋糕,说着一些祝福的话!

  16岁那一年,生日依然如此。人人都说16岁是花季,于是我满怀憧憬,对未来充满了希望。可是,这一年的秋天,爸爸永远地离开了,离开了这个世界。我的希望一下子就变成了绝望,如此之快,16岁的我无法接受。

  17岁,生日又要到了,可是我没有心情再过生日,所以我跟妈妈说今年的生日就不过了。于是那一天没有生日蛋糕、没有快乐,只剩下思念。从那时起,我开始学会了怀念,怀念过去的每一个生日,怀念爸爸说的话,“快过来!吹蜡烛了!”“又大了一岁了,要好好读书,考上大学!”怀念爸爸做的“糖醋排骨”和“炸酱面”。

  这之后的几年我都没有过生日,慢慢地对生日失去了概念。只是这一天到来的时候,我会在心里对自己说一句:“生日快乐!”18、19、20岁,在青春的纪念册里如此空白。

  21岁生日那天,我邀请了一大帮朋友来我家过生日。那一天觉得很开心,因为我发现我拥有这么多的好朋友。 晚上吃完饭,吹完蜡烛之后,朋友们都一一散去了。剩下了几个朋友,我们一起拆了礼物。拆礼物是我很乐意做的一件事情,呵呵,特别是有人陪我一起拆。礼物很多,有我喜欢的百合花、还有玫瑰花;有毛绒绒的娃娃、还有可爱的蜡笔小新。。。呵呵,有一些我已经记不起来了。那天,我们聊到很晚,不知道什么时候就这样睡着了。

  22岁的生日,早上七点不到就起来了,呵呵,拉肚子,然后就睡不着了,本来还想睡个懒觉的。10点多钟,换了一套淑女装,提着一个带蝴蝶结的粉红色包,焕然一新。往耳朵里塞了耳塞,听着音乐,走在热闹的大街上。1点多钟,我和一帮朋友在KTV庆祝生日,他们说我唱张惠妹的《我可以抱你吗》特别好听,呵,我也这么觉得。6点多钟,我们一起去吃饭。我喝了啤酒,不会再有晕的感觉了,记得第一次想喝啤酒,是在我心情非常糟的时候,那时候其实我还不会喝,不喜欢那种味道,但是我想知道醉是什么感觉,可是那次没有醉,只是有点头晕。不知道是什么时候我从不喜欢到喜欢,喜欢这种味道。9点多钟,我手捧一束白玫瑰,带着微笑回到家。幸福一天,快乐的一天,感谢的一天。22岁的生日和21岁如此相像,很庆幸有这些朋友。

  23岁那一年,也就是去年,大家似乎都忙了起来,有的要结婚了,有的去外地了,突然间发现身边冷清了很多。生日我是和家人一起过的,我的爷爷、奶奶,还有妈妈。没有买蛋糕,只是去酒店吃了个饭。我又想起了小时候,一家人围坐在一起的样子。这么多年过去了,此时我发现爷爷的头发全白了,奶奶又长出一些白头发了,妈妈脸上的皱纹又加深了。而我,真的长大了!

  24岁,2006年,4月18日,我的本命年,我将如何抒写生日的故事?先祝自己生日快乐吧!:)[@more@]

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